searching I am searching for a poem reaching I've been reaching to find it here and there high and low all the usual places poems tend to go I thought yes, I thought I saw it yesterday in the sky the very blue sky above my head with whitest clouds clearest view of nostalgia almost ... you yes, I thought I found my poem as I ought but it was just a sky with rambling memories in a passing cloud gone by I wondered if it just might be my poem in this morning's rain that fell drop by drop on me caressing my skin so cold and harshly briskly wakening me but no only rain only pain no poems hidden here I fancied a look in the mirror and in pictures I took was this some existential crisis? was I to seize some grand truth about myself? To learn some horrid fault I hid on some subconscious shelf? Nope It wasn't all me, me ,me as we like to believe not this poem not this time ...
Do I sense your eyes? High above the topaz sky Gently watching down With the gleaming eyes of a Father Upon this cursed & earthly ground? And how will you find it here? Shall you beam with pride? To see me try with all my might- To be better To be stronger Than I’ve been before. Or shall I disappoint my dearest one? A broken shell on humanity’s shore? Strewn about with the trash That pollutes our gem in space, A problem rather than a solution In this disillusioned place? See me- A tried & seasoned soldier A tired & weathered soul And find me worthy. Find me at peace- You don’t go fault finding, Nor my imperfections see. Grateful, That’s what I am. For what else should I be? His eyes, His gaze, His strong arm, And gentle grace- May they look on me.
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