Do you ever find yourself wondering, "Have I completely failed or is this how its supposed to be?" It's like when my son asks me, "What did you want to be when you grew up?" I say, "I wanted to be a writer and have my own home with my own family and my own life and I've got all that." Then I smile. A reassuring smile. (More reassuring to him than to me!) So he says something like, "Really? That's it?" Then he walks away, shaking his head at how boring his mom is, leaving me wondering, 'How boring am I?' and 'Why does he ask me that like my whole life is over already?' This leaves me to think about my age. I'm going to be 36 this year. My father-in-law tells me I'm middle aged. My mom says I should be thankful that I'm 35 and not 65 (like her). And my husband's answer to just about everything is, "Baby-doll you're perfect." The question is: Am I perfectly happy? Perfectly disappointed...